desolationi pass it by, with a look of longingdesolation by maxdesolate
i want to grab it, and make it mine
it comes so close, within my grasp
i think i can feel it, at long last.
then it turns around, with a mocking look
'its you again!' it says, 'my favorite toy!.'
happiness speaks the dreaded words -
'i'm not for you. you can't have joy.'
as i keep staring, i hear it in my mind,
shaken again, by bouts of sorrow.
'i'm not for you. no,not for you...no better tomorrow.
give up you might, just as well.
this is your life...a repetitive hell.'
i walk away, leaving it behind...
feeling desolate, left to ruin.
much as i know, that i will try it again,
the pursuit seems hopeless, filling me with pain.
'you may be elusive, ' i tell it as i go.
'but i will have you, you are my right.'
'i never give up, without a good fight.'
the chase goes on, for what seems forever.
i saw it again. its hard to tell when.
memories fading...days are alike.
it is once again, a year of desolation...
this is my tomorrow, a repetitive hell.
take me away...take me away...take me away... by maxdesolate
to the place i belong,
to the dreams of my past,
where my loved one dwells.
take me away..
to the time when i was-
blessed with joy
when all was not lost.
take me away...
to where i began-
the journey i made,
not knowing what was...
a broken heart.lies and cheats once again,a broken heart. by maxdesolate
heart breaks and facades.
this too i will survive
as the time shall pass.
to think she did this,
after taking all that cash.
and when i die my friend,
bury me in her backyard...
so i can be a ghost and
haunt her ass.
Current Residence: bangalore
Favourite genre of music: anything that sounds good
Operating System: windows 10
Favourite cartoon character: donald duck
Personal Quote: the only easy day...was yesterday.